Επιμέλεια: Εύα Πετροπούλου Λιανού
I no longer know…
I do not know
I no longer know
Whether to fall it all
Or whether to seek
To deny
Or to forget nothing
I don’t know
I no longer know
Whether to love everything
Or love nothing
For, in fact
There’s no great difference
Between too much love
And too much hatred
With these hateful, dull,
Misty, stormy and ruinous times
I don’t know
I no longer know …
Because even if I change
My soul will never change
And if I change
I will be gnawed with regret
And nothing will change …
In the world.
The beautiful and evil
Terrified …,
with all oddity
I am
Terrified
By life,
Terribly startled
By the impetuous
Venomous
Monstrous
Evil,
An evil
Which considers me a native country,
An evil
An immoral ghost,
An evil
Too…too fatal
For which
I am the eternal beacon.
Only love of my life
I have tried in vain
To relay
your sophistic reasoning
By another more logical
I have tried hard to dissuade you
To make you accept life as it is
Without exaggerating the deep wounds of this century
Or hiding the shabby truths
But you are
Always the eternal illogical
You have
Always been the whimsical
Sadistic lover
As adorable and selfish
As no one has ever been.
